Well, what a bloody nightmare of a week. I was suppose to come back from a brilliant weekend (which I did!) and then off to work for my last week before 2 weeks off. As you will find in my last post I had it bad, possibly the worst ever on Monday/Tuesday. I spoke to Warner (Brian Warner – The dude in the paintball kit to the left!) and just let some steam off. It’s the first time this has brought me to tears, the pain was so bad if I could have got down stairs to the kitchen I think I would have considered cutting away at my ribs. Obviously, that’s stupid and wouldn’t help but you can only understand this when you have been there.
Its pretty annoying too, I started writing for this site and on starting I have been in a ‘bad phase’ and I don’t want to give a negative impression but at the same time I have to be honest. With hat said I think the whole bad spell was down to running out of meds, I have them now so surely the only way is up!
Be cool people.
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